public enemies is amazing! bye bye black bird

love <3

love is more than kissing in the shadows or embraces under the stars. love is sitting eating lunch with friends knowing that there is no other place in the world you'd rather be.

Damnit Bambi

I hit an elk the other night on the way to go to the valley. It just ran out in the middle of the road. After I'd made sure my mom and I were okay, I couldn't help but wish that damn elk was dead for running out in front of the car. . . but whose to say she wasn't thinking the same thing about me?

Sick :(

I'm sick, my mom's sick in the hospital, and I feel alone. I've watched 7 movies in twenty four hours and I have nothing to do. tada! thats how I'm doing. peace outness

Oh and no more R&J . . . I kinda miss it. :(

-Bee

Please Let Me In

What you should have learned:

1. Those people that you know who are super giving . . . rarely know how to take. Compliments, help, love. . . they just don't seem to feel its right to accept it. Please make a point to tell those givers how much you appreciate them and how much you love them.

2. Friends are fickle! but when you are below the ground, rock bottom, at an all time low. . . the people that are there to help you up, dust you off, and tell you how beautiful you are even with your tear stained face . . . . THOSE people are the ones who love you, even if you don't see them much otherwise.

3. Take time to listen . . . everyone has a story, and they just might say something you needed to hear, or let you know that you are not alone, that someone else has felt how you do now.

4. Alcohal fixes nothing! You don't need to be intoxicated to block out feelings. Feel them, you're stronger for it.

5. What you don't know, you can make mean anything. Don't fear the unknown.

Just some insight from collabrative thinkers in my life.

-Bee

New Blog!

So this one goes out to those who read this and actually wanted me to write something new.

So today we all went out to lunch and to the lake after the play and had a good ol' round of 'truth or dare'. There is something comforting in the monotony of kid's games. Not to mention the simplicity of not having to wonder whether or not someone is lying to your face. I've been a little distressed lately on the guessing game of whether or not someone is telling me what he wants or just what he thinks I want to hear... and I guess I just want to say, thank you to those who were there and even if it was for a few minutes, told the truth and were real and in the moment.

"Some days all I want to be is a missing person . . . " -Bee

My Future Husbands Pt 1 Celebreties

Recently, in my day to day life I find myself saying "oh, he's my future husband . . ." more and more. The list is getting so massive that I can't simply keep track of them all in my head anymore. So here it goes ladies and gents, my list of future husbands

1. Jensen Ackles (aka Dean Winchester)
The REAL MAN from Supernatural


2. Brian Benham
Amazing musician and friend from Flagstaff, AZ


3. William Tell
Singer/Songwriter who stole my heart when I met him


4. Gaspard Ulliel
French actor . . . he simply makes me melt


5. Hugh Dancy
I'm not sure why . . but he's always near the top of my lists


6. James Marsden
Highly underated and highly gorgeous


7. Ed Westwick (aka Chuck Bass)
He does the whole bad boy thing for me . . . mmmm


8. Jon McLaughlin
Hello southern gentleman


9. Christopher Gorham
The original sexy nerd


10. Tyson Ritter
The original blue eyed bombshell and AAR frontman


11. Quinn Allman
of The Used, just a sweet guy


I'm sure there are more, but let me know what you think so far? :D