Goodbye my almost lover . . .

Today is that day, the one you never want to come.
Its that dreaded day when the nightmares you had been dreading aren't so far fetched.

My friend Natalie Eickmeyer once wrote, "would you believe I heard the sound when your world hit the ground." Well my world didn't just hit, it crashed. . . . did you hear it?

How do you let go of something you can't imagine life without. How can you turn the switch to love off. . . and is there ever a day when you'd rather not feel then feel that awful aching pain of goodbye?